December 2011
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A disappointment.
Yesterday I was called ‘a disappointment’. If there is one thing I never wanted to be to my parents, it was a disappointment. When I was called that yesterday it hurt really bad. I’ve tried so hard to never disappoint my parents. When I look back it was over nothing but that is the one thing that has played over and over in my mind. I don’t know if I will ever truly have...
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I know it’s incredibly antisocial of me to say, but I’d rather stay at home tomorrow to clean my room and watch The Office than to spend the day with friends skiing at a dam.
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“Does your heart echo like a hall cause there’s no one there at all?”
Dec 25th
WatchWatch
welovestopmotion: Emily + Paul’s Wedding by Bayly & Moore
Dec 23rd
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White Christmas and I’m blue Like fireworks with no fuse Christmas without you The fireplace keeps burning and my thoughts keep turning The pages of memories of time spent with you Old christmas songs we knew and used to make love to Make it hard to get used to Christmas without you Christmas without you White christmas and I’m blue I love you I miss you So sad but so true Christmas...
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Last night I got to talk to my boyfriend. He is in the UK now and will be for a month. It was so good to hear his voice. To hear the happiness and excitement in it. I’m so glad he got there safely. He called again this morning. Today will be a good day!! 
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“I thank you God for this most amazing day, for the leaping greenly spirits of...”
– E.E. Cummings
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Sometimes I fear I dream too much...
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I must have had so much less on my brain when I was in school. I could read a whole thick book in just a few nights back then. Now I’ll finish a paragraph and wonder what on earth I just read because I was thinking about everything but the book and not concentrating at all. I miss reading properly.
Dec 18th
And I search for you in every passing car...
Dec 16th
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Devendra Banhart - Baby
Dec 15th
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8
1 There is a time for everything,     and a season for every activity under the heavens:  2 a time to be born and a time to die,     a time to plant and a time to uproot,   3 a time to kill and a time to heal,     a time to tear down and a time to build,   4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,     a time to mourn and a time to dance,   5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,     a...
Dec 14th
“I don’t know what they are called, the spaces between seconds – but I think of...”
– Salvador Plascencia
Dec 14th
“Challenges come so we can grow and be prepared for things we are not equipped to...”
– Iyanla Vanzant
Dec 13th
My eyelids are heavy but my eyes won’t close. Things running through my head when I just need sleep. I try to catch my thoughts to tie them down and make them rest. They scatter like leaves in the wind. My mind’s a whirlwind, as it always is. My heart is lonely and aching quietly. The beats should slow as I rest tonight. But I can’t stop missing you just because the sky...
Dec 13th
“Your voice is adrift I can’t expect it to sing to me…”
Dec 13th
30 things about me...
Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Absolutely! Would you ever smile at a stranger? Always! What exactly are you wearing right now? Green dress and sandals How often do you listen to music? As much as I can Are you a social or an antisocial person? I don’t know. Well, I’m pretty quiet and shy. I like being around people but I also like being alone...
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Shuffle Music Playlist
No skipping songs, or selecting specific songs, just list the first 20 songs on your playlist California Sunrise - Dirty Gold Relator - Pete Yorn & Scarlett Johansson Paper Aeroplane - Angus and Julia Stone Sunshine Blues - Bahamas Run, Wild - Dead Letter Chorus Milk & Sticks - Boy & Bear Jungle - Emma Louise Paper Forest - Emmy the Great Swim Club - The Cave Singers Valium -...
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Dec 13th
Waldosia
n. [Brit. wallesia] a condition characterized by scanning faces in a crowd looking for a specific person who would have no reason to be there, which is your brain’s way of checking to see whether they’re still in your life, subconsciously patting its emotional pockets before it leaves for the day.
Dec 12th
“I let the day go by I always say goodbye I watch the stars from my window sill...”
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